u know, sometimes i jus dun understand myself.
jus got out from camp today. had duty yesterday. had driving the whole afternoon. passed my FTT evaluation so will take the test on the 12th of may. and am jus 4 revision lessons away from the practical test.
anyways. had a string orch 'party' in the evening. all of the present string orch people went, together with 2 juniors of mine who had already graduated and 2 guys from my batch, mitch and me.
didnt really enjoy the whole 'party' thingy.
was quite bored lah. i jus felt so... detached from them, u know? couldnt even attempt to like make myself enjoy jus talking and chillin with them.
then i decided to go watch hellboy. by myself. yep. wasnt dat good a show, in my opinion.
and incurred the wrath of my mum. i like rejected 5? 6? of all calls while watching the movie. think she's gonna scream at me tomorrow morning.
and i dun care. u know? there are like so many WILD people my age who are like clubbing? drinking? going home at 6am in the morning?
and i have a mum who calls me at 1030pm. INCESSANTLY. damnit i know she cares but dun u think she's like jus paranoid? i mean come on, the more u restrict, the more im gonna rebel.
i am jus DAT close to breaking watever f***ing (implicit, unspoken) rules there are in my family.
yeah. shocking, huh? told u i dun even understand myself. dun know how and y i typed all those stuff out. but im not gonna retract them, 'cause watever i've written, it had to come from somewhere. in my heart/brain.
Sunday, April 18, 2004
Saturday, April 10, 2004
realised i havent blogged for quite a while.
so here's an update of my life:
1. i've been posted to this ADA unit. but am attached to tengah medical centre. which basically means if my unit has any deployment/exercise, i'll go cover them, and i'll do duties there too, but most of the time i'll be spending my time at tengah. And doing duties there too. so overall, i'll have about 8 overnight duties a month.
2. i'm gonna stay-in for the next 2 weeks, cause these past two weeks i've been going out almost every night for rehearsals. yep y stay in? cause they want us to be familiar with the various situations / stuff we hafta do in case of emergencies. for example, when a plane encounters some serious problem. Which has happened already in this past week.
3. the concert on thurs was fine. ok lah i didnt play up to my own expectations but hey, it was a good concert in all. had some good friends go support me, not to mention my family. had a great dinner after dat with me family and got a sunflower from ayline. apparently they had wanted to give it to me at the end of the concert but had no chance to. oh man :(
4. still on the concert. i've jus found out dat mark's cousin is in choir. oh 'cause they performed a piece at the end together with us. and she said 'hi' to me on the final full dress rehearsal. gosh i didnt notice her (forgot her face lah) until she approached me. oh mAn!!!
5. no lah im not interested in her. wait i am. im interested in jus about any girl i meet now. including all the girls in string orch. yes although they're like 1 or 2 years younger than me.
not dat i would do anything about it. :P
and oh yah. mrs chung was like asking me, so why havent you got a girlfriend???
Hmm. maybe i Should get a girlfriend jus for the sake of having one huh? but. i cant be bothered to go after any girl lah. wait, make dat i dun Know how to go after any girl. and lack the self-confidence to.
yep, seriously.
oh and of course dere's always the excuse i give, im going abroad in 1 year (and 4 months) time so there's no point in getting a girlfriend is there? heh
oh and my life isnt jus all about girls now. i jus bought battlefield vietnam. good game. spent about 8 hours on it already.
and life in the medical centre... its ok lah. they're all nice people so yah, life's ok lah. ha dats from me Before staying in. ask me again after i've stayed in camp for a week.
and oh. i have ops duty tomorrow. and on next sat. so two weekends almost gone. damnit. there goes my chance to pass my final theory asap. oh wat do i do for ops duty? sit in a caustrophobic room and yah. stay in there all day. y? 'cause in case anything happens, i'll be the first to respond. hope nothing happens anytime soon.
so here's an update of my life:
1. i've been posted to this ADA unit. but am attached to tengah medical centre. which basically means if my unit has any deployment/exercise, i'll go cover them, and i'll do duties there too, but most of the time i'll be spending my time at tengah. And doing duties there too. so overall, i'll have about 8 overnight duties a month.
2. i'm gonna stay-in for the next 2 weeks, cause these past two weeks i've been going out almost every night for rehearsals. yep y stay in? cause they want us to be familiar with the various situations / stuff we hafta do in case of emergencies. for example, when a plane encounters some serious problem. Which has happened already in this past week.
3. the concert on thurs was fine. ok lah i didnt play up to my own expectations but hey, it was a good concert in all. had some good friends go support me, not to mention my family. had a great dinner after dat with me family and got a sunflower from ayline. apparently they had wanted to give it to me at the end of the concert but had no chance to. oh man :(
4. still on the concert. i've jus found out dat mark's cousin is in choir. oh 'cause they performed a piece at the end together with us. and she said 'hi' to me on the final full dress rehearsal. gosh i didnt notice her (forgot her face lah) until she approached me. oh mAn!!!
5. no lah im not interested in her. wait i am. im interested in jus about any girl i meet now. including all the girls in string orch. yes although they're like 1 or 2 years younger than me.
not dat i would do anything about it. :P
and oh yah. mrs chung was like asking me, so why havent you got a girlfriend???
Hmm. maybe i Should get a girlfriend jus for the sake of having one huh? but. i cant be bothered to go after any girl lah. wait, make dat i dun Know how to go after any girl. and lack the self-confidence to.
yep, seriously.
oh and of course dere's always the excuse i give, im going abroad in 1 year (and 4 months) time so there's no point in getting a girlfriend is there? heh
oh and my life isnt jus all about girls now. i jus bought battlefield vietnam. good game. spent about 8 hours on it already.
and life in the medical centre... its ok lah. they're all nice people so yah, life's ok lah. ha dats from me Before staying in. ask me again after i've stayed in camp for a week.
and oh. i have ops duty tomorrow. and on next sat. so two weekends almost gone. damnit. there goes my chance to pass my final theory asap. oh wat do i do for ops duty? sit in a caustrophobic room and yah. stay in there all day. y? 'cause in case anything happens, i'll be the first to respond. hope nothing happens anytime soon.
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